Did nothing ate well-ish. Feeling fertile and I hope I snap out of it before Sunday.
"To dare is to lose one’s footing momentarily. To not dare is to lose oneself."
Went to bring pop pop some medicine, nana her prescriptions and both groceries. I’m so thankful to God to have my grandparents fully present in my life. Me my mom and my grands wTched tv for a bit. Stopped by target on the way home. And aunt Brenia’s. Pleasant day.
"Today I bent the truth to be kind, and I have no regret, for I am far surer of what is kind than I am of what is true."
Watched Cinderella today. Did nothing all day. Rolled around in my bed and such.
No bees though. So thank God for that.
Uncle Roscoe’s wake. Day started off well enough. Then all hell broke loose.
Jokingly brought up that we the cousins would have gotten a tombstone for our grandfather by now which bothered my mom. But instead of saying in bothered she flipped cause Y used the word trifling. It was unnecessary.
Thought things quieted down but then they got on another subject. And even though what my mom was saying made sense if was the wrong time and wrong way to say it.
Made my mom realize all this so she apologized. And even though she tried to absolve herself of some responsibility I’m glad in the end she owned up to it.
If only that could’ve been it. But of course in Y’s true woe is me immature fashion she twitter ranted. Ridiculous considering it’s from a phone my mother pays for.
All day convos ensue about the nonsense. In between there I ate healthily went to the super market and retook blood at the doctors office.
Day 113 April 13th
Got up early to load my dirty clothes and also get James to shut my window. Fast forward still wasn’t shut all the way. Had chicken breast and broccoli for breakfast. I slept a while and wasted my day away like how I do sometimes. But it’s ok.
Picked up y from her work. Why can’t things ever be simple?
I had a cute outfit on today why ain’t I take a picture? Went over to nanas and pop pop’s with aunt Brenia. Got them a few thangs, dominos chicken wings. I’m glad they’re ok.
Got back home been eating broccoli with every meal feel better already. Gods good. Also did more work in my room picked up candles for my candles holder.
Day 101 April 11th
My went to doctor. Bloodwork came back cray.RIP to my uncle Roscoe. I hope you’re reuniting with loved ones that passed before you and looking over the rest here on earth. You’ll be missed. Got into my room cleaning up again. Went to target. Didn’t get snacks;/