Got up, got ready a lil slowly, got out to the supermarket with aunt Brenia nd my mom
@ nanas poppops we watched a movie and ate breakfast. J was acting sad visibly.
Got Jamaican beef patties went home gorged myself before hitting the track
Came back did some arm exercises. Got into ray Donovan did 30 minutes of cardio. It takes a bunch to burn calories. Wow -_-
Actually got up. So that’s good. But when I got to nanas and pop pops I just ate and fell asleep. Woke up and banged out an essay though. Not too sure if I’m as confident in it as my msw one.
Gathering my tools to finish this app process. Even found a way to upload my unofficial transcript while my official is slowly lagging.
Me and leny talked all day I missed trusting fully and sharing everything like this. That’s why she’ll always be my best friend, god willing.
Feeling ignored today but it’s ok. That just conditioning telling me not being everyone’s too priority is like being their last. And that’s simply untrue. Going to start reading my daily mantras.
Slept all day. Terrible. Got up and went to the mall with mama. Picked up jewelry and some thangs for PR. Ate at the Olive Garden. Trying to stay under my calorie intake.
Got home and tries on shorts extra bloated from the good so I exercised a bit tonight. Gon get the body I want.
Love my mommy and grandparents so much. Talked for extra long with leny today. I miss is talking. Wishing her the best if luck for her interview tomorrow.
The day after. Woke Bryan up me and k left and she gave me a ride to the train. We laughed about last night.
Got to nanas and pop pops after stopping by the supermarket. Spent a lil morning time with nana before falling asleep. Woke up an spent told with pop pop.
Mommy got off early and we went to pick up Eric. So much fam stuff. Got Chinese on the way home and stayed up entirely too late.
Today didn’t go over my calorie limit though.
Slept in today cause I knew id be up all night. My mamas the greatest for driving me and paying for potpies. B changed up the plan so his roomie, roomies gf and k would also be with. Went to eagle rock res to smoke.
It was cold as all hell. The weed was good which actually made it worse cause I felt everything. Me and k left for the car. She’s cool I could see us being friends I like her vibe. The couple on the other hand just strike me as young and I don’t particularly like the way they operate like they’re in a grown relationship when it ain’t that deep when you are literal teenagers.
Went back up to s the next blnt k was paranoid and stomped the shit out of it. Lol. Hilarious omg. We finished up and went to a diner. I can’t look at People when I feel super high so my head was down the whole time. Great disco fries though. The roomie thinks fucking john Mayer is the Jimi Hendrix of our generation. Like I had to dead the discussion twice cause I realized you cannot reason with unreasonable. Played terrible music on the ride to the dorms.
Luckily last blunt was between the three. Fell asleep quick. Got up early and we left together cause she have me a ride to broad. We laughed about the Jimi Hendrix comment all the way.
Mama got off early. She keeps sending people my personal statement. Ate terribly today. Absolute pits. Getting fee waivers but Rutgers app takes precedent. I want to go to Mardi Gras next year.
Sunday. Lupita won. Got my period. Laid around. Got up and went to Aunt Brenias to do resume. Things moving along. I hope I get in, I pray everyday for it.
Got up and went food shopping for nana and pop pop. We watched a bit of TV. I had some more stew.
Going home we stopped at the Chinese food place had to confront my mom bout the nonsense. Does she get it now? Who knows.
Painted my nails terribly last night. Transcript in to Lsac. Things movin along.
That electric toothbrush is grand.
Got up and went to nanas and pop pops ate my cookies and watched Wendy before knocking tf out. Mom came pictures were in. It’s highway robbery what they expect you to pay. Still super high all today. Got some Chinese but couldn’t eat until I cleared my floor. Good vibes. Happy.
Wow good day. Handed in my msw app. Living Single marathon. Rolled around in bed. Walked to the Pathmark and post office. Ate chicken and broccoli and an I’ve cream sandwich with nanny nd pop pop.
Went to Bryan’s. Had good sober talks. Met his bff from high school. She was cool. Smoked in a mostly cool cyph. Ran around a lot. Acted a grand fool. But it was great.